Worry Shakes

wave

I saw a news article the other day with the title, “Worry on World Economy Shakes Asian Markets.”  Now, I could care less about the state of the world markets (or at least those types of markets…I do rather enjoy going to local markets in the countries I visit), but this title stood out for me.

Because that’s EXACTLY what worry does: it shakes.

When we begin to worry (and we worry about so many things, don’t we?), we shake our faith.  We allow doubts about the future to shake the faith that we have that God is good and is in control.  We’re like Peter walking on water…when we focus in on the troubling things like the wind of the waves, we lose focus of the object of our faith.  Sure, those wind and waves are real, but so is God, the God who is faithful.

He’s the one I want to focus on.

Photo by Kevin

Words

Melissa, AKA the Scholastic Scribe, gave me 5 words.  In turn, I’m to write about these words and what they mean to me.  Comprendo?  Let’s go! (There’s a bit of audience involvement at the end…don’t be shy!)

Here are my words.  I must say, she did a great job of picking them out…they are words I’m passionate about!

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Blogging

To be honest, I don’t really remember why I started blogging.  I wanted to keep up with my friends, I suppose, but that was rather fleeting.  When I started 3 years ago, I had no idea that I’d grow to love it so much.  From the opportunity I have to practice and share my writing to the great comments I receive, there’s so much to love about blogging.

Faith

cross red

Now this one’s a biggie, isn’t it?  If you’ve read the Ignorant Historian for any length of time, you know my faith is important to me.  It’s more than an intellectual pursuit or an emotional fulfillment.  It’s really all about the object of my faith, the Lord Jesus Christ.  He’s my Creator, Savior, and Sustainer, and because of that, I owe Him everything.

You probably also know that I don’t like to leave my faith at the church steps when I leave Sunday afternoon.  Though I’m by no means perfect, I strive to apply my faith to every aspect of my life, from my interactions with others to how I spend my free time.

Friends

I don’t talk a whole lot about them on the blog, but I have some great friends.  I’m at a time in my life where I don’t have as many friends as I’ve had before, but the ones that I have are deep ones.  I’m thankful they put up with my quirkiness (really, you don’t see half of it on the blog) and that they’re willing to share life with me.  Without my friends, I’d probably be a hermitress, so I definitely owe them for that.

Words

reference books

So, one of my words is “words.”  Quite circular, no?  I really do like words…when I write a blog post I sometimes spend several minutes agonizing over the just right word.  For me, it’s not about picking out the biggest word, it’s about picking the most accurate word.  I try to leave no room for interpretation so that I’m not misunderstood.  Come to think about it, this might also contribute to my disinterest in poetry…so often the words can be taken multiple ways.  I just wish that I could be as careful about my oral speech!

History

Obviously, I like history or I wouldn’t have called this blog the Ignorant Historian (though that itself is taken from the Jane Austen quote, something else I love!).  I was a history major in my undergrad, and several of my favorite courses were history classes, whether at OU or at seminary.

temple ruins

When I was deciding on whether or not to be a history major during my junior year (my other two options I was considering were linguistics and letters–history, philosophy, and languages), I took a class in colonial South American history.  That’s when I fell in love…the professor was a storyteller.

Really, that’s what history is, stories about people.  I don’t get how many people *cough* my current and former roommates *cough* don’t like history.  Perhaps they’ve never had a good history professor, so they’ve come to think of history as a collection of uninteresting facts.  That’s not it at all!

So there are my 5 words.  Now it’s your turn…would you like 5 words?  Just ask in the comments, and I’ll serve you up 5 personalized words for you to ponder and write about!

Photos by DeclanTM, Resclassic2, Muffet, and phault

Defined

right lane sign

I once thought following the rules defined me.  Then I broke them and found out I was wrong.

ronnica 20

I once thought being a teenager defined me.  Then I turned 20 and found out I was wrong.

kansas sunset

I once thought being a Kansan defined me.  Then I moved and found out I was wrong.

math

I once thought being smart defined me.  Then I failed a test and found out I was wrong.

OU reading

I once thought going to OU defined me.  Then I graduated and found out I was wrong.

textbooks

I once thought being a student defined me.  Then I left academia for good and found out I was wrong.

flower eclipses the sun

I once thought that the God I found and my love of Him defined me.

sunrise steam tree

Then He showed me that He found me and that His love — not mine — defined me.

Photo credits (in order): Manish Bansal, me, libertyslens, Aaron Escobar, osbornb, Wohnai, Hamed Saber, and tomsaint11

Introspection

These questions come from Amanda, who got them from a class.  I guess there is some benefit in going to class.

artist under bridge1. What three things would be said about you and your life if you died today?

I think that it would be said that I loved the Lord, made a difference in the lives of children, and loved to learn.

2. Given the likelihood that you will not die today, and have time left to change some things in your life, what three things would you most like to have said about you and your life?

I would like it to be said that I shared my faith, encouraged others, and spoke truth through my writing.

3. If someone were to witness a week of your life, what assumptions would that person make about your values–what matters to you?

I think that they could safely assume I love to learn, as I spend a ton of time reading and writing.  I hope that it would be obvious that I value the Lord, but that’s probably not as clear as I would like.  I think that it’d be clear that I love children, too.

4. What values do you hold that are not evident from the way you life your life?

I value others, I really do, but this is a hard thing for me to do as an introspective introvert.  I’m way more comfortable in my reading chair than I am on the streets, but I need to be on the streets (or in other houses or wherever) interacting with others more.

5. What three goals are important to you as you plan your life?

Seeking to honor God in everything I do is an important goal that influences every decision that I make.  Another goal (if you can call it that) is to get married, but that has yet to change my on-the-ground plans.  Another goal is to be an encourager, which is why I choose to go on trips (though hey, I do like to travel, too).

6. What keeps you from achieving what you want for your life?

The biggest hindrance is my own sin.  Another hindrance to many of these plans is my own self-absorbed tendencies, something that my friends try to push me out of (which I appreciate, though I might not like!).

Photo by Randy Son of Robert

Justification by Faith in the Book of James

Nothing like a boring, academic post to start out a Monday. If you’d prefer something funny, check out Sunday’s post on my irrational fear. If you would like something controversial, check out Friday’s post on the Confederate flag. If you’d like to know more about my take on the North Carolina primary tomorrow, read the post about missing my opportunity to see Hillary Clinton (and I took part in a phone survey on Saturday as well. I had to say “undecided” for all but one of the races. I really need to figure out who I’m voting for). If you’d rather read my paper on justification by faith in the book of James, you’re in the right place. If you’d like to know why I can’t write a real post today, consider that this paper is one of three due in a week’s time. Fortunately, it’s the longest. I plan on writing another tonight, and the last one on Wednesday night.

Justification by faith is one of the key doctrines of the Protestant faith. How the book of James relates to this doctrine has been debated for hundreds of years. If James’s discussion of faith, works, and justification in James 2:14-26 is interpreted incorrectly, it could be used to support the view that one is justified by works.[1] If that interpretation is taken, this would also bring up issues of the consistency of New Testament theology and inerrancy of the Bible as there would be discrepancies between the various New Testament authors.[2] Following Martin Luther, many have denied the presence of justification by faith in the book of James, thus putting him in disagreement with Paul. According to this view, Paul writes about justification by faith while James writes about justification by works particularly in James 2:14-26. For this reason, Luther gave James a second-tier status.[3] He felt that there was no evidence of justification by faith in the book of James as is taught elsewhere in the New Testament, therefore James must be an inferior book.[4] Contrary to the opinion of this great reformer, justification is indeed found in the book of James. Justification by faith is an important doctrine that can be found here with a proper understanding of what James is saying about faith, works, and justification. This view is important for those who hold the entire Bible, including the book of James, as the inerrant Word of God as it must be consistent from book to book.

In James 2:14-26, James makes very clear that he is talking about faith and works, mentioning twice that “faith without works is dead.”[5] Justification also appears prominently, with the word “justified” used three times. Whatever the background one sees behind the text will color how one views the issue at hand. Ryan C. Jenkins points out that there is nothing “unique about James’s great aversion for false professions of faith that were not vindicated by works.”[6] This is a subject found elsewhere in Scriptures in the writings of Paul as well as in the Gospel accounts of Jesus’s teaching. There has been much discussion as to what James was trying to accomplish with this passage. John Calvin believed that James was trying to deal with professing Christians who acted like pagans.[7] Others believe that James was dealing with antinomian teaching in the church.[8] According to this argument, James was teaching that works are necessary to justify the believer in order to receive true salvation contrary to the false teaching James was addressing that apparently taught that salvation had nothing to do with works.[9] Another possible interpretation of James’s purpose is to understand him as writing against fraudulent faith that is divorced from works.[10] This might have also been a pastoral concern as well.[11] It seems reasonable to understand that James was concerned about professing Christians who were not acting as they ought by ignoring the poor and using their tongues carelessly and viciously, issues hit heavily at other points in the letter.

It is important to keep in mind that James is not discussing here how one is saved but rather the marks of a true believer. James is assuming his audience consists believers, not doubting their salvation.[12] Though some believe that James was addressing those who struggled with reconciling law and grace together,[13] it seems more likely that the originally intended readers were not exercising their faith out of the belief that salvation comes through a faith which had nothing to do with works. Some scholars have turned this into an issue with believers living out their faith as a witness to others and not simply having faith which is not visible to others.[14] Regardless, it is quite clear that the audience that James intended were believers not prospects, most likely of Jewish background,[15] which lends credence to the view that James is not talking about how one obtains salvation but how one acts upon it.

Many Biblical scholars today believe that the teaching James is writing against is that of Paul or Paul’s followers who distorted his message.[16] It does appear at first sight that when James says “a man is justified by works and not by faith alone”[17] he is contradicting Paul in Romans 3:28, “a man is justified by faith apart from the works of the Law.”[18] According to this view, James is correcting the misunderstanding of Paul’s doctrine of justification by faith as some had interpreted it to mean that works had absolutely no bearing on salvation, not even to bear witness to faith.[19] The church’s tradition had apparently already distorted this early teaching of Paul into something not recognizably Pauline.[20] This assumes that James wrote after Paul did, or at least after Paul’s teaching was known and accepted. If one takes the position that James was opposing a distortion of Paul’s teaching, James must be writing even later. However, there is no evidence that supports the idea that James had previously read Paul’s letters to the Galatians or the Romans before he wrote this letter.[21] If written in the mid 40s as many surmise, James would not have been familiar with Paul’s writings and may not have even know anything else about Paul.[22] It is unlikely that James is countering the teaching of Paul or a distortion of it because of the dating of this book.

The reason why James’s doctrines of faith, works, and salvation is of such importance is because these doctrines’ importance in the rest of the New Testament, especially in the letters of Paul. For an inerrantist, it is important that the entire Bible present one belief system, not several. Therefore, when Paul and James appear to disagree, there must be something more going on than what is seen initially. One way of explaining the difference is by saying that Paul and James are addressing two different situations.[23] This may be further nuanced by the idea that James is coming behind Paul and correcting the confusion and distortion of Paul’s original teaching of justification by faith, which has already been denied.[24] This understanding would allow for the using of similar phrasing among the two authors’ apparently contradictory statements while meaning two entirely different things. John Calvin took this view, and it has therefore been influential to reformed thought in the past few centuries.[25] It is also possible to understand the difference by considering that James may be focusing on the human response to Paul’s focus on the divine action of the same encounter with God.[26]

It is clear from the evangelical point of view that whatever Paul and James say, they must be in agreement with one another.[27] This is why some have said that James was simply clarifying Paul’s teaching in such passages such as Romans 4.[28] Taking the belief that James actually wrote before Paul means that he was not clarifying Paul’s teachings, but rather addressing the corruption of the Gospel that was disseminated among the churches. Justification by faith is not simply Paul’s issue, it is found throughout the Bible and is therefore the teaching of God Himself. Though the writing of James on one hand should be allowed to speak for itself,[29] the interpreter of the text must allow Scripture to interpret Scripture. It is important neither to gloss over what James says or to put what he says as in opposition to the teaching of the rest of God’s Word. Arthur E. Travis puts it well when he says that James “does not use the same words which Paul uses, but he does teach the same truth.”[30] Indeed, this is the same truth that is threaded throughout the Old and New Testaments, that the just shall live by faith.[31]

Viewing the apparent discrepancy between James and Paul as a semantics issue requires further understanding of how exactly each author is using the words they do use. If it is possible to explain away the difference by coming to a better understanding of terminology, the tension between the writings of Paul and James will not be a doctrinal issue and thus not a problem for those who hold to the inerrancy of Scripture.[32] The words could be the same, but if the nuance of meaning of the words was different as dictated by context, than two different ideas would be presented.[33] It will be important for this study to know exactly how James is using the key terms in the passage: faith, works, and justified, and how that is different than the way Paul uses those same terms.

The first term to consider is the word translated “faith.” The Greek word, pistis, is commonly found in the writings of Paul as well. The understanding that pistis here in James would better be translated “faithfulness to the covenant”[34] or “love of the law”[35] must be rejected. If this is the correct understanding of what James means, then he would be preaching a law-based salvation, not a grace-based Gospel. James could be explaining faith in a different way than Paul by describing “the active side of faith and Paul the passive side.”[36] This would mean that Paul is describing faith as what happens to an individual and James as what the individual does with what happens. When Paul uses the word faith, it “embraces comprehensively all that James means by ‘faith and works.’ ”[37]

A possible definition of James’s use of the word “faith” is “orthodox belief conventionally expressed.”[38] True faith must be more than this intellectual assent to the truth, otherwise the demons could obtain salvation by faith as well.[39] God does not justify a person simply because they believe the facts of the Bible in the same way they believe mathematics and science or “because he or she is very orthodox or can pass a test in systematic theology.”[40] Calvin said that one does “not attain salvation by a frigid and bare knowledge of God.”[41] Describing the demons as having this type of belief in God would have jarred the readers as it “perfectly illustrates the poverty of verbal profession in and of itself.”[42] No, James is arguing for a greater understanding of what it means to have faith than that. There also must be a life characterized by “trust in Christ.”[43] This antinomian belief that works are unrelated to faith is just as much refuted in the Word of God as is the works-based righteousness of which Luther was leery.[44] When James says that faith without works is dead, he is referring to a “mere profession of faith” while Paul uses the same word to describe “a dynamic possession of faith.”[45] James wants his readers to go beyond the simple profession of Christian belief towards trust and obedience which, along with intellectual belief, “must all be genuine and sincere, even if they are never perfect” in order to have salvation.[46]

True faith “is a personal and confident trust in God, not barrenly intellectual but spiritually dynamic.”[47] While it may be possible that James’s readers have this shallow type of faith, James wants them to know that this type of faith is worthless.[48] James is speaking ironically when he says that this faith is dead, because in actuality, it is not faith at all.[49] If it was true faith, it would bear good works “because fruit ever comes from the living root of a good tree.”[50] Paul would have been in full agreement with this statement as well.[51] Because it lacks works this faith is dead outwardly, but this is merely a symptom of its inward deadness.[52] Its inward deadness as evidenced by the outward lack of works is what make this faith meaningless.

James is not intending to outline the mere minimum of faith that is required for salvation, but rather the fullness of saving faith and how it works. This saving faith will have works.[53] True faith is benefited and perfected by works, though these works do not lead to faith.[54] Works “are literally the source providing the resources for [faith’s] grown-up form.”[55] Faith of itself is good, but that faith should work itself out.[56] Calvin used the analogy of heat and light from the sun to help Christians understand that faith and works cannot be separated.[57] At the initial point of conversion it may be impossible to see the convert’s faith working, but good works are inevitable if he is a true believer.[58] These works vindicate the believer’s faith and shows that it is real and not fake and fading.[59] Though good works may be possible without faith, true faith will prove itself over time.

The purpose of true faith is primarily salvation. It is only by trusting in God, the One whose works achieve salvation, for salvation can one receive it. The type of faith that is evidenced is the same kind of faith that effects salvation.[60] On the other hand, dead faith is meaningless soteriologically as it merely masks the person’s inward distrust and disinterest in God.[61] However, it is clear that James finds a greater importance to faith than the possessor’s salvation. Another purpose of faith is good works, which is what he is emphasizing here.[62] Faith working in love is valuable.[63] In light of this, there can be some discussion as to whether the preaching of the Gospel is sufficient by itself, or if it must be accompanied by “a program of social action.”[64] While all believers are called to share the good news, they are also called to work out their salvation through good works as seen here in James. A missional or evangelistic program that focuses exclusively on good works is not warranted as it will be at the expense of the Gospel, but neither should Gospel preaching be unaccompanied by good works. If good works are neglected, the truth of the Gospel message can easily be overlooked even though it is proclaimed. Unbelievers look for a reason to not aacept the initially uncomfortable Gospel message, and if the preachers and followers of such a message do not practice their faith, these unbelievers will consider this evidence as proof of the untruthfulness and unworthiness of the message.

Not only does one need to understand “faith,” but he also needs to understand “works” as used by James. In Romans 3 when Paul is speaking against justification by works, he is speaking about works of the Law. James seems to be using “works” slightly differently as these come from faith, not the desire to fulfill the law.[65] The Greek word ergon translated “works” can also be translated “action” or “accomplishment.”[66] “Works” can be defined here as “doing good as the natural results or fruit of true faith.”[67] They are everything that is done for God, everything that is done in faith.[68] These works are the day-to-day examples of preexisting faith.[69] Surely one of the chief examples of faith in James’s mind is the treatment of the poor based on the context of the passage.[70] Since works require faith in order to be pleasing to God, it is clear that they cannot merit the doer salvation.[71] Men cannot weigh their hearts, thus they must rely on works in order to vindicate and prove their faith.[72] This concept is also found in the teachings of Jesus, as He said that the difference between a true believer and a pretender can be found in the fruit of his life.[73]

The word translated “justified” in James 2:24 is key to the understanding of what James is saying. The term is also important for one’s understanding of the Gospel because it is vital to the Gospel message.[74] The word translated “justified” in this passage, dikaiow, “never connotes the moral sense of ‘making one innately righteous.’ ”[75] Instead, it is a judicial term, meaning that one is declared righteous. Some such as Luther[76] and Allan C. Clifford[77] believe that James and Paul use “justified” in the same way, but this seems like a difficult position to hold as it would necessarily put James 2:24 and Galatians 3:28 in tension. In order to demonstrate that James is not discussing earning salvation and being justified by works, many assume that James is using the word differently than Paul is in such passages as Romans 3:28. Rather than talking about being declared righteous by works as Paul is,[78] James is using “justified” to denote the demonstration of salvation and faith as being true.[79] Paul uses the word “justified” to refer to the “initial declaration of a sinner’s innocence before God.”[80] James on the other hand is stating that one’s faith is vindicated and validated as true by their deeds.[81] This is not a contradiction, James and Paul are simply talking about different aspects of justification. Another way of stating James’s understanding of justification would be to say that “justified” means “having a just claim to one’s profession” of faith.[82] It is the “universal demonstration of righteousness that is accomplished by works.”[83] If James was talking about the same justification or declaration of righteousness that Paul talks about, he would say that that type of justification comes from God by faith as Paul does. While some scholars seem to indicate that this vindication of faith is only before others,[84] it does not seem inappropriate to say that a believer’s acts of righteousness can prove not only to man but to God their faith, just like the acts of Abraham and Rahab did. This does not preclude that God sees into our hearts and knows the tenor of our faith, because He certainly does.

It is clear that James is not teaching justification by works, as some propose, but justification by faith, a key doctrine in the New Testament. One is saved by God through faith in Him, but true saving faith is not a one time thing to never be considered again. James encourages his readers to consider the quality of their faith by considering the quality of their works. A professing believer who appears not to bear works needs to stop and consider himself. Is his faith merely the intellectual consent referred to by James as dead? While there are certainly times in a believer’s life where fruit is not as evident and sin will ever be present in his life, he should be able to see an increasing pattern of good works in his life as the Holy Spirit works in and through him. Church members also need to stop and consider if they are trusting in their good works to obtain salvation, rather than seeking to work out their salvation to the glory of God. A healthy understanding of the place of good works in the Christian walk is important. Neither is it excusable to be lacking good works nor is it excusable to be trusting in them. Many today have the type of faith that James describes as being dead. This faith is never faith from the start. The individual may believe that he has everything in order to get into heaven, but Christianity is of little other concern to him. He never gets beyond the basic belief in God, and exercising his faith is at best insincere and superficial. To combat this, the complete Gospel must be preached from the pulpit. Lives should be examined prior to baptism. Since it is difficult to see evidence of salvation initially, baptism should be delayed long enough until the church is more confident of the true conversion of the sinner. Church discipline as according to the Bible should be carried out to encourage true believers to pursue sanctification and to let baptized unbelievers know that they are not in right standing with the church when they act on their unbelief, and therefore probably not in right standing with God. The church as a whole needs to take a greater role in helping the poor, not relying on the government to take care of those in need among their church body and beyond. Churches should be the primary benefactor of those in need, not government welfare and unemployment offices. In these ways believers can seek to act on their faith and to be a better witness to the unbelieving community around them, thus honoring their Lord.
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[1] W. Nichol, “Faith and Works in the Letter of James,” in Essays on the General Epistles of the New Testament (Pretoria: The New Testament Society of South Africa, 1975), 22.
[2] Ronald Y. K. Fung, “ ‘Justification’ in the Epistle of James,” in Right with God: Justification in the Bible and the World, ed. D. A. Carson (Guernsey: Paternoster, 1992), 146.
[3] John G. Lodge, “James and Paul at Cross Purposes? James 2:22,” Biblica 62 (1981): 195.
[4] F. F. Bruce, “Justification by Faith in the Non-Pauline Writings of the New Testament,” The Evangelical Quarterly 24 (1952): 74.
[5] James 2:26, New American Standard Version, Updated (NASU).
[6] Ryan C. Jenkins, “Faith and Works in Paul and James,” Bibliotheca Sacra 159 (2002): 78.
[7] W. Stanford Reid, “Justification by Faith According to John Calvin,” Westminster Theological Journal 42 (1980), 301.
[8] Arthur E. Travis, “James and Paul, a Comparative Study,” Southwestern Journal of Theology 12 (1969): 72.
[9] Ibid., 64.
[10] Wiard Popkes, “Two Interpretations of ‘Justification’ in the New Testament Reflections on Galatians 2:15-21 and James 2:21-25,” Studia Theologica 59 (2005): 134.
[11] Jenkins, “Faith,” 74.
[12] R. T. Kendall, Justification by Works: How Works Vindicate True Faith, Sermons on James 1-3 (Waynesboro: Paternoster, 2001), 166.
[13] Jenkins, “Faith,” 73.
[14] Kendall, Justification, 172-174.
[15] Popkes, “Interpretations,” 138.
[16] Travis, “Study,” 57; Popkes, “Interpretations,” 135.
[17] James 2:24, NASU.
[18] Romans 3:28, NASU.
[19] Popkes, “Interpretations,” 138.
[20] Ibid., 129.
[21] Bruce, “Justification,” 72.
[22] Douglas J. Moo, The Letter to James, Pillar New Testament Commentary, ed. D. A. Carson (Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 2000), 121.
[23] Ralph P. Martin, James, World Biblical Commentary, vol. 48, ed. David A. Hubbard and Glenn W. Barker (Waco: Word Books, 1988), 83; Curtis Vaughan, James, Bible Study Commentary (Grand Rapids: Lamplighter Books, 1969), 56.
[24] Fung, “Justification,” 160.
[25] Reid, “Justification,” 301.
[26] Alan C. Clifford, “The Gospel and Justification,” the Evangelical Quarterly 57 (1983): 266.
[27] Arthur, “James,” 57.
[28] Jenkins, “Faith,” 74.
[29] Nichol, “Faith,” 65.
[30] Travis, “James,” 58.
[31] Habakkuk 2:4.
[32] Travis, “James,” 65.
[33] Vaughan, James, 56.
[34] Popkes, “Interpretations,” 135.
[35] Nichol, “Faith,” 11.
[36] Simon J. Kistemaker, New Testament Commentary: Exposition of the Epistles of James and the Epistles of John (Grand Rapids: Baker Books, 1986), 87.
[37] Clifford, “Gospel,” 262.
[38] Peter. H. Davids, New International Biblical Commentary: James, ed. W. Ward Gasque (Peabody: Hendrickson Publishing, 1989), 63.
[39] James 2:19.
[40] Davids, International, 70.
[41] John Calvin, Commentaries on the Catholic Epistles. Grand Rapids: Christian Classics Ethereal Library, 1999. Christian Classics Ethereal Library, http://www.ccel.org/ccel/calvin/calcom45.html (accessed April 19, 2008), 217.
[42] Moo, Letter, 131.
[43] Jenkins, “Faith,” 65.
[44] Jenkins, “Faith,” 77.
[45] Jenkins, “Faith,” 65; emphasis original.
[46] Clifford, “Gospel,” 263.
[47] Bruce, “Justification,” 75.
[48] Travis, “James,” 61.
[49] Calvin, Commentaries, 219.
[50] Fung, “Justification,” 219.
[51] Bruce, “Justification,” 75.
[52] Moo, Letter, 126.
[53] Jenkins, “Faith,” 68.
[54] Reid, “Justification,” 301.
[55] Popkes, “Interpretations,” 134.
[56] Nicol, “Faith,” 17.
[57] Reid, “Justification,” 301.
[58] Moo, Letter, 120.
[59] Jenkins, “Faith,” 66.
[60] Travis, “James,” 67.
[61] Martin, World, 82.
[62] Nichol, “Faith,” 16.
[63] Galatians 5:6; Calvin, Commentaries, 217.
[64] Kistemaker, New Testament, 89.
[65] Clifford, “Gospel,” 261.
[66] Moo, Letter, 123.
[67] Travis, “Justification,” 66.
[68] Moo, Letter, 140.
[69] Travis, “James,” 66.
[70] Moo, Letter, 120.
[71] Romans 14:23, Hebrews 11:6.
[72] Jenkins, “Faith,” 69.
[73] Matthew 13:24-30, 36-43; Jenkins, “Faith,” 75.
[74] Jenkins, “Faith,” 62.
[75] Ibid., 67.
[76] Bruce, “Justification,” 75.
[77] Clifford, “Gospel,” 261.
[78]Jenkins, “Faith,” 64.
[79] Jenkins, “Faith,” 68.
[80] Moo, Letter, 141.
[81] Travis, “James,” 64.
[82] Vaughan, James, 56.
[83] Jenkins, “Faith,” 64; emphasis original.
[84] Kendall, Justification, 173.

Dear Poetry Lovers

Dear Poetry Lovers,

Okay, this is awful. I have to post something this morning before I leave since I don’t know when I’ll be back. But the problem is, I don’t know what to post. I just want to write it and move on. I hate give you meaningless fluff, so I’ve reached back in my archives (also called “journals”) and will give you a poem I wrote when I moved to North Carolina almost three years ago. It’s awful (I’m no poet!), but there you go. I think the sentiment behind it is clear even if the form is less than ideal. Oh, I have no idea why there is no punctuation until the end. I guess it was my idea of free form?

As I sit here
All alone
Away from home
I think of all the blessings I do have
And all the ways I’ve seen God’s hand

There’s something in the solitude
There’s something in the loss
That brings to mind my Savior

Ever since I’ve been here
I’ve been praising God
For not only has He answered prayers
He’s provided over and above

The apartment is more than wonderful
With helpful roommates and neighbors
My first “home” away from home

My car it zips and sags
It’s awful fun to drive
The best part is that it’s given
So that I don’t have to pay

My job is more than I prayed for
And given quicker too
Not only does it pay the bills
But it provides a study place too

Given all these blessings
And countless more, be sure
How can I ever thank enough
My Savior and My Lord!

Poetically,

Ronnica

Dear Diary, Part 2

[I have cut this entry in half, to allow what is here to have more of a flow. I was a quite a writer at this time of the life and would write several pages in my journal everyday.]
July 12, 2003

Dear God, [Once again, I didn't write it this way, but I am generally writing this to God so I thought it would be better to put that than "Dear diary"]

God, I just got back from the mission conference. I’m really unclear about my heart right now. I really feel I just need to spend some time aone with You, but I don’t know where. Everywhere there are people. Nothing wrong with people or anything, but they distract me. I want to spend time with You!

Beverly let me borrow her car so I have driven to the mall to get away from all the people at the Project. [Since I was in Phoenix in July, there was no way to go outside anywhere. I actually went inside a fairly empty mall and sat on a bench, and within five minutes a lady with her two grandchildren sat next to me and the child keeps coming up to me and talking to me, even grabbing my legs!] Yet, I keep finding distractions. God, I want my heart to be pure! What am I holding back? What do I not give to You?

I caught myself being jealous bcause he sat next to Beverly and next to Anna. Hello! How young can I be? I don’t hardly even like the guy, yet I get jealous when he talks to friends! Sometimes I really annoy myself!

Where is my heart? I feel like I am far from God’s will tonight. With everything that is going on, I feel I am concentrating way too much on that. Throughout this last session, I kept reverting back to “Billy this” [not his real name] and “Billy that.” During the worship at the end I just wanted it to be finished. God, Your are a God worthy of my praise, yet I fail to give it. You are worth my undivided attention yet I find myself and my mind wandering to other things. God, I offer up to You the one thing I want to hold on to the most: my future. Do with it as You will. I want my will to be Your will. Give me a heart for the lost.

What do you want me to do with my future? Am I to go overseas? Am I to stay and mobilize, send, and pray? Are you preparing me for marriage?

Today at dinner Billy sat and ate with me and some other girls. The more I find out about him, the more I like him.

God, I know your timing is perfect, but I have a hard time accepting that sometimes. I, as a typical human, want things my way at my time. Instead, I must give over my desire to date, my desire to plan my future. You do not withhold good things from me, so why do I think you do?

[I then quote Psalm 139:14, which I also quoted here a few days ago when talking about some of the same things. Though I definitely know that I've grown spiritually from this, I still struggle with a lot of the same issues!]

Restless,

Ronnica